Have You Ever

Ever written your goodbyes saluted your loved ones on paper, written what you deemed to only be important?

Ever taken thought for how you might not be missed?

Ever loved so insanely, that you ignored what couldn't really be missed?

Ever thought that these pills will make me better?

Ever wanted to really just not care?

Ever wished to be kinder?

Ever loaded the clip and locked one in the chamber?

Ever woken up to find your still here, scared to change that scared to chance it?

Ever not had that love, tap you on the shoulder?

Ever woken up to realize that it really is as bad as all that?

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